Ambition

Assalamualaikum.

I just wanna share about my big dream orelse we call ambition. The famous question in the school is "what is your ambition?" . Actually this is so hard to answer. The cliche answer from student is doctor, dentist, police, teacher, flight attendant, engineer, blaaa blaaa blaaa. But the accountant career is not familiar among the student right? Even me not know what is accountant.

Masa kecik-kecik cikgu tanya "wani, ape cita-cita awak?". Tahun pertama "saya nak jadi doktor" . Tahun kedua "saya nak jadi pramugari". Tahun ketiga "saya nak jadi cikgu". Ehhhh. Macam banyak pulak cita-cita Cik Wani ni kan. Tak tetap pendirian sungguh. When I'm in secondary school, I still can't see what I want to be one fine day, still in doubtful, still in confusing. Then when I'm in form 4 I terpaksa taking accounting course since my science is not so good. So, namanya pasrah sebab aku memang tak suke accounting. But in class I'm always get the high score in subject prinsip account, math and add math. Makanya menjadi kesayangan cikgu-cikgu sebab selalu dapat markah tinggi and top 5 in my class. 

I never expect I will continue my study in accounting course. After finished my SPM, I got A1 in prinsip account and math, makanya I apply accounting course as first choice. Alhamdulillah dapat sambung study di UiTM taking diploma in accounting and also further my degree in accounting. Never expect I reached this stage because I have no heart towards accounting.

Nak dijadikan cerita, apa yang kita tak pernah sangka, itulah yang kita dapat sekarang. Tidak pernah jatuh cinta dengan sesuatu, tapi kini ianya menjadi kekasih kita. Siapa sangka kan.

Biarlah tak dapat jadi penyanyi, pengacara ke, pramugari ke. Janji sekarang aku bahagia jadi accounting celebrity. Wahhh gituuu. Kau hado? Hahahaha. Sebenarnya kecik-kecik memang bercita-cita nak jadi pramugari. Sebab ape? Because I love to see the pretty women at the airport yang jalan catwalk and semua orang pandang. Plus can travel around the world. Bila dah matang sikit, dah belajar apa itu aurat, dah faham ape ertinya kerjaya, maka terpaksa buang cita-cita tu.  Aku juga memang minat menyanyi, selalu berangan nak jadi singer sebab memang hobi menyanyi tak kira masa dan tempat. Tapi mak dah warning awal-awal jangan berangan nak jadi penyanyi. Ok fine!

Whatever your career now, even high class or takde class, you should set the goal to achieve much better position so that it will inspired you to have the best career and you will happy with what you do. Yang paling penting rezeki yang kita dapat tu halal dan berkat. In shaa Allah akan sentiasa cukup walaupon sedikit.

Why I love account? Accounting is seriously kill me when I was study about that. Because always want me to make it balance. Asset equal to Liability, Debit equal to Credit and everything need to balance. I love numbering, that's why I can fall in love with this killer course. In life, we need to balance everything. The word I want to share is "How you saving your money is more worth than what amount of salary you earn" . Even your salary is not so high, you know how to save it, this is so worth than the high salary and high expenses. Tak kisah la gaji hangpa berapa, janji hang tawu nak manage duit.

This is the most reason why I love accounting. I learn to spend less and save more. Oh ya, about my wedding financial planning budget, I manage it for me and my fiance. Before we decide, I will prepare the budget to him. Then I akan cakap dengan dia, we choose the best and lower price but still give the best service to us. Alhamdulillah, semua preparation untuk wedding ni kami berdua usaha sama-sama.

Whatever you want to do, you need to decided first. Plan, organizing, and implementing. I just wanna say, enjoy your work, enjoy what you do, do what you love. Till then. Have a nice day people. 

-The End-

My Career Path

Assalamualikum.

Every women need the best career to survive in this high cost life. Tak kisah lah ape pon kerjaya depa, depa tetap bekerja keras untuk diri sendiri and family. I just wanna share with you about my career journey after I finished my study. On 2012, after finished my degree, aku menganggur few month sebab belom ada rezeki yang baik untuk aku. 

Suddenly my sister offered me to become temporary teacher at school where she teach. So, aku pon apply and dapat jadi cikgu sementara mengajar student form 1 and form 2. That time hanya tuhan sahaja yang tahu betapa sukarnya aku nak handle student yang kelas belakang ni. Dengan perangai masing-masing degil, taknak dengar cakap aku. But I make it simple, with this kind of student, we need to treat them nicely. sebab depa suka bile kita baik and bercerita for get attention from them. When my last day, pengetua sekolah ask me to further my teaching untuk ganti cikgu lain. But I said I can't because I already get the other offer job. Sedih jugak tinggalkan student I yang baik-baik tu. 

Then I try to work in account department which I got offered from Mydin HQ as account assistant. The salary actually not high, but I can't demand since I have no experienced. So, aku pon gagahkan diri untuk kerja sebagai account assistant. The environment quite ok, officemate pon ramai yang fresh graduate. Cuma yang tak best hari-hari hadap jem, pergi dan balik kerja. Stressssssss oooo. Kerja baru sebulan, ilmu di dada pon tak cukup lagi, pengalaman pon masih zero, I got another offered from much stable company.

So, I decided to resign and accept new challenge in retail which is totally different with my study background. I accept because they offered me quite high salary and the place quite ok sebab tak hadap jem hari-hari. I worked at Aeon Bukit Tinggi as Group Leader. Masa mula-mula kerja tu rasa tak suka sebab kene korbankan weekend, public holiday, work in shift. But lama-lama dah biasa dengan environment macamtu. Kawan-kawan pon baik, manager pon supportive and helpful. But my mum not really like my career because I need to back at late night when I need to do closing, I need to work extra hour till night when I have event. So, mak pesan kat aku untuk cari kerja lain. But I still don't want because I still wanna enjoy my work. Finally I resign because keadaan tak mengizinkan. Since my mum sakit, always admitted at hospital, So, aku nak jaga dia, and ikut semua cakap dia. Makanya aku ambil keputusan resign when I got another offered job. I work there for 2 years. Honestly, I love Aeon, but I love my mom more than my career there.

Then bermulalah perjalanan career yang baru di company kecil at Glenmarie as Sales coordinator. The environment is not so good since the boss is not Malaysian, so memang dia fully utilized staff. Staff only 2 person at office. Gila tak gila kan? Aku mampu bertahan sebulan je sebab penat gila kena buat semua benda. So, I decided to resign without got any offer from other company. Beranikan diri berhenti sebab stress dengan environment, stress dengan boss, stress dengan jalan jem.

I think 2 month menganggur duduk umah, kemas rumah, masak untuk mak ayah, jaga anak buah, makan, tido. Dan hasilnya memang kegemokan berlaku. Mak pesan, pergilah cari kerja apa pon, biarlah gaji murah, tapi halal dan tak stress. Then I got offered at travel company as account clerk. Frankly speaking, aku tak ada perasaan malu pon untuk bekerja sebagai kerani eventhough I am degreeholder. That time aku pikir macamane nak bayar duit kereta kalau aku tak kerja kan. So, aku pergi jugak kerja tu sebab nak bayaq segala hutang walaupon gajinya sangtlah sikit. But, syukur alhamdulillah, walaupon gaji kecik, tapi rasa cukup je. Itulah orang cakap, kalau kerja kita ikhlas dan halal, in syaa allah ade keberkatannya. I work there for 7 month. I just thinking till when I should stay with the company yang tak ade career path. so, I'm seeking other job. Syukurlah dapat offer better.

Aku decide untuk accept offer from logistic company sebabnya they pay me so high as what I wanted. I work there for one month only sebab aku tak boleh pegi dengan environment yang buatkan aku stress jiwa dan raga. Kat situ aku kerja sebagai senior account assistant. What for you work with the messy person and make you pressure even your salary is high kan? So, aku beralih arah ke hotel industry since they offer me same like my present company offered me that time.

I move to my current employer now which is newbie hotel in Shah Alam. Now, I am account officer here which is I'm the pioneer one sebabnya before this the position is vacant. This hotel start operate since September 2015. Too new kan? makanya quite susah la kerja aku sebab semua nya aku yang kena set up and filing everything proper. Syukurlah kali ni aku rase bahagia sebab environment best, officemate baik-baik walaupon boss kat sini annoying gila, tapi aku still boleh bertahan sebab annoying dia pon, dia sebenarnya baik. 

In conclusion, whatever position you hold, either there give you high or low salary, that's not really important. Yang paling penting kita selesa, kita suka kerja kita, kita ada environment yang baik, tu semua yang paling penting. Just do whatever you love even some people akan pandang sinis dengan kerjaya you, do I care? Tak pernah nak kisah apa yang orang nak cakap. Aku dah lalui macam-macam kerjaya dari pelbagai industri with different position. Pernah rase kesusahan, pernah rasa keperitan kerja. Tapi tu semua sementara. You will get the best one after you through the complicated things. 

Even now my mum not here, but I still satisfied with what I'm doing now. Before she gone, she really wanna me have the office hour job, weekend available, dapat coti raya, and she wanna me to not back so late, not so night like previously. I wish you proud of what I have now, mak. I always miss and love you so much till the end of my life. You are my inspiration, you sacrificed so many things for your family, mak sanggup jadi surirumah hanya kerana ingin membesarkan anak-anak menjadi insan yang berguna. Mak sanggup batalkan niat nak sambung study taking medic course just because she want to take a good care of her children. Betapa besarnya pengorbanan mak sebagai ibu kami dunia dan akhirat. 

Semoga mak tenang di Sana. Al-Fatihah.

-The End-

Once you fail, doesn't means you are fail forever

Assalamualaikum

Once you fail doesn't mean you are fail forever..

I already faced the worst thing ever that is I am failed in a relationship before I met my fiance. Rasanya tak perlu bercerita lebih detail how broke my heart, how hate I am with that person, how cruel he is. Biarlah ini semua jadi kenangan yang takkan pernah aku lupa sebab ianya terlalu sakit. 

That time I feel so loser but not give up. Suddenly come someone who really kind hearted person yang sudi ada dengan aku, dengar semua cerita sedih aku yang tragis ni. Bukan setakat menjadi pendengar setia, tapi beliau lah yang bagi semangat and kata-kata positive untuk aku move on. We know each other through facebook since 2011 but never meet up since I don't trust people. But one day terbuka pintu hati untuk bagi peluang nak kenal dengan Encik Tunang ni. Syukurlah first blind date kami ni adelah permulaan yang baik.

Once I'm comfort with some people, I will hang out again with that person. Makanya kami pon spend time together again just a friend hangout. One day he ask me to meet his parents and I'm agreed. Thank you dear fiance sebab you take a fast action, within 3 month kita kenal you dah introduced me at your family as 'future girlfriend' bak kata ibu you.

Then you said to me "kalau ada jodoh, I nak masuk meminang end of this year". And yes you prove it. I saw your effort in this short period. That's why I never doubt to accept you as my future husband since I am so comfort with you. I thought I don't have anyone to care of me after my plan to getting married is failed before you come. Allah itu maha adil. Dia mengambil seseorang daripada kita dan menggantikan yang lebih baik. So girls, please dont give up if you fail in relationship. Trust in Allah's test. Everything happened with the beautiful and perfect reason.

Someone just left me for no reason, the other person come to me for many reason to colour my life. Thank you so much Mr. Fiance for everything. Let's we counting the days to our big day soon. You are the best men after my dad and brothers. Muahciked!

-The End-

Engagement Day Cik Wani

Assalamualikum 

On 6 December 2015 is the day which is I am officially engaged with someone. We only have 3 weeks preparation for this ceremony. His family comes to my house to discuss just a little bit about to further this relationship. They comes on 14 November 2015 which is 1 week after my birthday. And this is the best ever present to me for this year. At first we planned just nak datang merisik end of this year, but both side decide to getting engaged terus.

Dais deco by me and my sister. Just a simple mini pelamin.

 

Make up paling cepat. Take only 1 hour. but hasilnya sangat mengagumkan.

Thank you ayah for approving me to have one step closer. I love you King.

Dup dap dup dap. This is the feeling masa semua orang focus kat kita. Thanks mother in law to be for your kindness.

Abang-abang kacak ni boyfriends I since I was born. Thank you brother for helping me in whatever situation. Tiada dalam gambar: my only little brother sebab dia busy siapkan assignment dia.

Bersama orang-orang kuat majlis. My lovely sisters, completed 6 of us. Thank you so much!

And... Thanks darling Quraisya for make me gorgeous on my E-day. I love your touched so much!

Just imagine how I managed to make it perfectly. Finally it becomes much better than what I expected. This is exceed my expectation. Terima kasih kepada semua yang datang untuk membantu and sokong saya sebagai sahabat. Thanks too bestfriends sebab sudi ada dengan aku sentiasa ups and downs. A million of thanks to families, relatives, friends, and also my beautiful MUA. I love you everyone!

Oh by the way, barang-barang pelamin tu semua beli within 1 week. For those who wanna have simple mini pelamin, you can rent the items dengan I. I sewa kan murah-murah saja. What for you spend RM300 or more than that for your mini pelamin just for 1 day? Tak worth kan. So, I offered you the price lower than that. Hand flower tu pon include if you amek pakej dengan I. 

Last but not least, doakan segalanya berjalan dengan lancar. Doakan yang baik-baik. Terima kasih again to everyone! Thanks too Encik Tunang sebab apa yang you cakap, you tunaikan. I love you!

-The End-

08.11.2015 ~ 27 Years Old

Assalamualaikum readers.

On 8 November 2015, I am officially 27 years old. I would like to thanks to everyone who celebrate my birthday, thanks for all wishes, Doa, gift and food treat. I am really appreciated. Thank you so much to my parents who bring me to this world, support everything I do, give whatever I want, pamper me since I was born till now.


Thank you so much my dear aunties yang celebrate my advanced birthday at Magnum Cafe ioi Mall Putrajaya. All dishes and dessert super duper delicious and awesome. I am so touched when the rainbow cake with ice cream datang tiba-tiba with the small candle and they sing birthday song for me. Rasa nak menangis guling-guling. Merekalah tempat bermanja sejak my beloved mom passed away. Thanks Makcik, Maklang, Busu, Kak Nis and my siblings. 

Dessert of the day. 

with sibling and cousin.

Thanks Datin Pon sponsored everything.

On my birthday, someone ask me to lunch. And surprise... dapat bunga. Thanks love. Rasenya dah 3 years tak dapat bunga. Hari-hari I mandikan bunga yang you bagi. Yang paling best you belanja I makan apa-apa yang I rasa nak makan. Yang paling special, you potongkan jagung and ayam untuk I sebab si gigi besi sukar mahu makan. Thanks because treat me like a princess on my special day. Bukan hanya pada special day, but everyday I am your princess.

The dish so best. Cawan tu dapat bawak balik umah. Maybe sempena hadiah birthday.

Thank you so much love for this flower. I love you!

Last but not least, terima kasih mak kerana melahirkan wani dan mendidik anak-anak sehingga berjaya. Semoga mak tenang di Sana dan di tempatkan bersama golongan orang beriman. I love you so much mak. No one can replace you in my heart. Al-Fatihah.

- The End -