08.11.2015 ~ 27 Years Old

Assalamualaikum readers.

On 8 November 2015, I am officially 27 years old. I would like to thanks to everyone who celebrate my birthday, thanks for all wishes, Doa, gift and food treat. I am really appreciated. Thank you so much to my parents who bring me to this world, support everything I do, give whatever I want, pamper me since I was born till now.


Thank you so much my dear aunties yang celebrate my advanced birthday at Magnum Cafe ioi Mall Putrajaya. All dishes and dessert super duper delicious and awesome. I am so touched when the rainbow cake with ice cream datang tiba-tiba with the small candle and they sing birthday song for me. Rasa nak menangis guling-guling. Merekalah tempat bermanja sejak my beloved mom passed away. Thanks Makcik, Maklang, Busu, Kak Nis and my siblings. 

Dessert of the day. 

with sibling and cousin.

Thanks Datin Pon sponsored everything.

On my birthday, someone ask me to lunch. And surprise... dapat bunga. Thanks love. Rasenya dah 3 years tak dapat bunga. Hari-hari I mandikan bunga yang you bagi. Yang paling best you belanja I makan apa-apa yang I rasa nak makan. Yang paling special, you potongkan jagung and ayam untuk I sebab si gigi besi sukar mahu makan. Thanks because treat me like a princess on my special day. Bukan hanya pada special day, but everyday I am your princess.

The dish so best. Cawan tu dapat bawak balik umah. Maybe sempena hadiah birthday.

Thank you so much love for this flower. I love you!

Last but not least, terima kasih mak kerana melahirkan wani dan mendidik anak-anak sehingga berjaya. Semoga mak tenang di Sana dan di tempatkan bersama golongan orang beriman. I love you so much mak. No one can replace you in my heart. Al-Fatihah.

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Facebook

Assalamualaikum readers..

Topic kali ni I just wanna post about Facebook. Nowadays everyone have their own facebook kan. This have pro and cons. Everything depend on themselves, based on how they present themselves in media social. For me, facebook is the platform to make a new friendship. Before ada Facebook ni, aktif dengan myspace kan, so kenal macam-macam orang kat myspace then terus add depa kat facebook. 

Zaman study dulu aku memang penggemar untuk berkawan dengan strangers. Kadang-kadang kita tak tahu pon depa macam mane, but I trust myself to become closed with them. Syukurlah, kawan-kawan facebook ada yang masih setia sampai sekarang. Dolu-dolu memang suka buat blind date. Padehal berkawan dengan perempuan je pon. I am really love to make new friends especially perempuan.

~Kak Fiza~ @fiza.j (Instagram)

We know each other since 2007. Kenal kat Myspace. Selalu je chatting and memasing meluahkan perasaan. Terima kasih akak sebab sudi jadi kakak yang baik. Teringat masa mula-mula kenal which is masing-masing tengah study. Even tak pernah kenal, tapi yakin dan percaya untuk meluahkan perasaan dekat kakak sayang ni. One day we set a date to meet up. First dating kat Sogo. Then after meet up, rasa sangat selesa berkawan dan kitorang makin rapat and always hangout together.

~Kak Mia~ @ctzaijamaluddin (Instagram)

This is Kak Mia. Dia tua dua tahun dari aku, tapi nampak kami sebaya kan? That's why peminat dia semua muda-muda dari dia. Aku kenal Kak Mia pon through Myspace since 2008 rasanya. That time I was studied at Kelantan, So, quite hard nak dating dengan strangers. So, we plan to meet up masa aku tengah cuti sem. Mula-mula kenal Kak Mia, tak yakin dia nak keluar dengan aku sebabnya dia seorang wanita cantek seperti model, mana mungkin nak keluar dengan strangers kan. Tup-tup she wanna meet me and finally we hangout together. Rupanya kakak cantek ni sangatlah peramah, baik hati, dan humble.

~Syazz~

Yang ni pulak adik sayang aku. Nama kami sama, Syazwani. Kitorang kenal kat Myspace jugak since 2007. Syazz yang mula-mula tegur aku dan menyatakan hasrat nak aku jadi kakak angkat dia sebabnya aku time tu tengah final sem diploma accounting, kebetulan dia baru sahaja ambil diploma accounting kat KPTM. Sweet gila masa dia menyatakan hasrat yang dia nak sangat jadi adik angkat aku. So, bila masing-masing free baru dapat meet up. And now adik aku tu dah famous amos, makanya agak sukar mahu ketemu. Tahniah adik sebab awak dapat habiskan degree accounting di UiTM as what u wish. I wish all the best in whatever you do.

~Noraisha~ @noraisharazli (Instagram)

This is Noraisha, kawan facebook aku. Kitorang kenal kejap je terus jumpa sebab Sha stay kat Kota Bharu. That time aku study kat sana, so senanglah kitorang nak berjumpa. Sha merupakan adik kepada Binda yang penyanyi tu. Now wonder la you beautiful dear. Thanks for being my good friend. Nice to know you darling.

~Syazana~ @syazanaazulkifli (Instagram)

My dear adik Zana already getting married. Tahniah sayang for your new beginning life with beloved husband. You such a pretty girl dan sangat talkactive. Sampaikan aku tak sempat nak berkata-kata, dia bercakap tanpa henti. 

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Tadaaaaaa. Last but not least, perkenalkan seorang individu yang dulunya suka menegur aku kat facebook, tapi hakikatnya aku malas nak layan. How he approach me? He ask my phone number, I give it but I don't give him my last number kat phone number aku tu. He put effort to call me and finally he reached it. Tahniah sayang, you did well. We know each other since 2011 but never plan to meet up sebab aku tak pernah percaya nak blind date dengan dia. Kitorang contact on off jugak. Contact ikut mood. Bila scroll private message facebook, dia tegur aku, few month baru aku reply. Or else I text him first but he will reply too late. We don't expect being so closed. On March 2015 which is genaplah 4 years kenal, baru lah beranikan diri nak meet up. Finally we are getting closed. Thank you for become the best men for me.

Like I said, Facebook ada pro and cons. Yang membuatkan ianya indah atau sebaliknya, terpulanglah kepada diri masing-masing. Terima kasih kawan-kawan facebook yang pada mulanya hanya berkenalan di alam maya dan seterusnya persahabatan kekal sehingga kini. And thanks a lot to my other half who trust me and stay with me.

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The Saddest Thing

Assalamualaikum to my lovely readers.

I just share this because I through this situation where some people who are called as friends are become strangers now. Not everyone love the way we are, not every people will stay with us, not all people honest. The hardest feeling is when some people you trust most are betray you and talk bad about you indirectly. Kadang-kadang kita tak kacau hidup depa pon, tapi depa ade perasaan tidak puas hati dengan ape yang kita ade sekarang. Ni normal situation jadi kat setiap orang, cuma how we manage to solve it buatkan perbezaan kematangan seseorang itu dengan orang lain.

Apabila terjadinya conflict among our friends, they will blame you because you are gorgeous maybe. Hahahaha. Just kidding. You will feel uneasy feeling when your closed friends suddenly layan you macam mahu tak mahu. You sendiri akan rase perasaan tu sebab you lagi kenal kawan you. So, they like blame you and jauhkan diri you just because of your little mistake and kadang-kadang you tak noticed pon tu salah you. Perasaan sedih tu datang apabila kawan baik kita sendiri membelakangkan kita.

If the enemy betray you, tak effect apa pon sebab depa tak memberikan you kehidupan yang indah pon. So, why you wanna bother yourself to care every single bad words from enemy kan? Ignore them and just do whatever you wanted. So, perasaan sedih pabila depa mengata you tu adelah sangat sedikit compare to when your own closed friend mengata you. Am I right?

Guys, If you feel this, let's we ignore their bad-mouth. Sebab depa tak memberi apa-apa aura positif pon even though depa la kawan sejati you all di kala satu ketika dahulu. Life must go on, you should move on. You better get a good life rather than berterusan sedih memikirkan "sahabat" yang konon-konon baik tu. Allah knows what best for you.

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My true Love

Hai guys, Assalamualaikum ..

Bertahun rasanya tak blogging. Tiba-tiba muncul satu perasaan nak bukak blog yang berhabuk ni just wanna adjust everything. When you read this, you will see my new page, new journey, new age. I was blogging since I was 21, and this year I am 27. Ohhh yeeaaaayyy, how time flies so fast. I am grow up so fast, I am not a little girl to daddy anymore, I am a lady to him now. I love you ayah forever and ever. You will be my best men, my king of my life.

Love is subjective. Love can be define as you care some people for some reason. I met too many kind of people. I already felt heart broken, feel so alone. But Allah have the best ever plan for all of us. Don't ask Him why He don't give you the right person now. Maybe He will give you the best person later. 

Love is come unexpectedly. It will comes suddenly. You will not expect you will fall in love with that person pon. Tak kisah laaa siapa pun depa, either your friend or strangers. Orang akan tanya, "how you easy to fall in love with that person?". That's a normal question. For me, this is love feeling, you will feel comfort with him/her, you will feel safe, easy going and sure happy. 

Yes, I am fall in love with my hero, that is my ayah. Haiii ayah, I love you so much. I am feel so comfy, secure when I'm with you, feel so happy and I for sure you are my everything. Thank you for bring me to this world, thank you for teach me being a good person, thank you for being my lovely king. Post ni dedicated to my dad since few week lagi my birthday. I don't have mummy in this world, So I only have you, ayah. You are the best ever men that I love most. I hope you will be the person yang akad nikah kan saya nanti and sure I will hug you with the tears. Thank you for everything!!!

Andddddd to the other guy who always be with me, yeaahhh you know you I mean, I am so glad you comes to my life, you give me a strength to continue the journey after I am so disappointed with someone, you also the one who make my life beautiful now. Thank you for staying there for me, thank you for lend your eyes to read my every single word, thank you for listen every single things I said. You are the great person, that's why I'm fall in love with you even we just a strangers at the first time. Yes, this is call love comes unexpectedly in so sudden. I love you.

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Best Friends are getting married !!

Assalamualikum readers..

How was your day? Rasenya dah lama sangat aku tak post kat blog ni kan since too many things kene buat recently, too busy with my career till have no time to myself. This entry I dedicated to my super duper pretty best friends. Memandang tahun ni officially kami 25, so masing -masing decided to getting married at this age. As a friend, I am so happy when seeing my BFF so happy with new life.


Tahun ni je dah dua orang best friends aku kawin. First, Nurul Atikah Nazanuddin. She's such a good friend, understanding, caring, and supportive. We know each other since 2001 means almost 12 year we are frend. Masa dia nak kawin tuuuu banyak halangan sangat sebab kerja aku tak menentu, so susah la nak attend big day. Alhamdulillah Allah permudahkan urusan aku which I attend both event big day dia. Aku dapat attend nikah and reception day. By the way, aku dapat jadi dayangsss dia. Hahahaha. Macam comel je, macam comel je. Dear pretty frend, aku doakan kebahagiaan ko kekal hingga ke syurga.

 We on her nikah day. You are so beautiful dear BFF :')

 Saya sayang dia. *hug*

Bride and the Dayangssss :)

Second wedding is Fatin Bazlina and Ahmad Hamdan which both are my schoolmates. Yang Bazlina gorgeous tu BFF aku. Amad pon kawan aku jugak. Heeheee. To both of you, I wish you guys tabah hadapi segala ujian dariNya, and hope the happiness stay forever !!! Kami buddies! Takkan terpisah. Heeee.

 The bride and groom look so gorgeous and awesome !

Sayang nya dekat this lady. Love so much ! *hugNkiss*

Last but not least, I just wanna to say I love all my BFF who always be with me ups and downs, May Allah bless all of you and also your marriege. Hope our friendship till jannah. I wish Allah protect our ukhuwah and increase our love day by day. Soon InsyaAllah turn my next BFF, Anis. 

Thank you for reading everyone!

Enjoy your day ahead !

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